Complicated is more then it seems.

I have always had night terrors for as long as I can remember, and for as long as I can remember there where also dreams that eventually came true in the waking world. The dreams that came true would be places I would be in, things going on around myself, they could happen days, weeks, months or even years away from when I dreamed them.

Then there are dreams I have that are strange like lost memories, and dreams of deities speaking of things to me that I know are greatly important yet I am unab… Continue

Os iusti meditabitur sapientiam
Et lingua eius loquetur iudicium
Beatus vir qui suffert tentationem
Quoniam cum probatus fuerit accipiet coronam vitae
Kyrie, fons bonitatis
Kyrie, Ignis Divine, Eleison
O quam sancta, quam serena, quam benigna
Quam amoena O castitatis Lilium....

for those of you who need translation from the latin here you are

The mouth of the right man will proclaim wisdom, and his tongue will pronounce judgement.
The man who bears temptation will be happy, Because as he succe… Continue

It's been a while since I was on or doing anything on here. I first want to say Happy belated new year, next I would like to say Merry Solstice, Merry Imbolc, Happy Lupricalia, and hey nonny nonny. I hsve seen a interesting coven in New Jersey called the Sacred Wind Sanctuary. The coven does not have a church but they combine as many different paths of paganism faiths as they can to bring out more unity. I was able to participate in one of the rituals they performed which was for Solstice, the e… Continue

Ok here is the latest from the house of annoyances that I live in. I say annoyances because I am getting sick of most of it. Things of personal items have been going missing more increasingly, one of them was an old silver band that I had worn that's been missing for a few months, there have also been instances not only with myself but with my sister where the things that relax us the most or in my case just something I want to look for dissapears from where it originally was. My sister for inst… Continue

Allright so once I can get my sister's digital camera working I should be able to take some pictures to put in here again. On another note I tried recording again this time in my bedroom the tiny little attic. Now in the recording you can hear my love talking very clearly and loud. I have the volume turned up to the max setting so you hear alot of white noise as well. At some point there is a blip sound and then a woman's voice some what quiet definately not me saying "Help Me." About a week ago… Continue